Blogger Break: Love, Life, Vision

2009 November 10
by pashun

There are 177 published posts on this blog.

When I started blogging over a year ago as Nasty Black Chick, I had no plan, no vision I just typed out my feelings, thoughts and experiences. Much later my kinky side came out, thus my Black Fet Queen / Black Fetish Queen blogs.

Black, Kinky and Proud is my sexual journey, fantasies lived and some unfulfilled, writing the post Seven was a challenge for me because I have never experienced that level of commitment in any of my relationships. There are times when I think, yes I can be a wife, I can play that role but then I think I am not ready yet.

The beauty of fantasy is that we get to live out our wildest dreams without fear or rejection, for the past year I have written about black sexuality to challenge the stereotypes that are often portrayed.

Sex is so important to me, although I have been celibate for a while. I still feel the need for intimacy, whether it be partnered or not.

I tried to put a label on myself and realised that there is not a box for me to fit in, I am who I am.

Writing allows me to release my thoughts, I can get raw at times. I recall an email I got from a reader of my Nasty Black Chick blog telling me that I was full of sin because of the sex stories.

You know everyone has their own take on what sexuality is all about.

I prefer to see it as a connection.

This is my blog wrap up, I am taking a break from blogging, simply because I feel that I have said all that I want to for now, that is:)

It has been a joy to write all the poems, stories.

There are some truly talented people in the blogoshpere:

Afroerotik

CamE

Fantasia Lillith

Greg69Sheryl (I hope you get a new host, I am so missing your blog)

Jeraud Craig

Kisser

Mr Black Sexxx

Nasty Black Couple

A special thank you to Kisser from Kiss The Pen, that award from you reminded me why I blog and the glorious community that I am a part of:)

In my time away from the blog, I’ll be getting some rest, catching up on a few projects, working on the new format for Black, Kinky and Proud.

Yes I am finally trying to go self-hosted, more flexibility, more content, looking at a few sponsors….

Thank you for reading, leaving comments, the tweets on Twitter, the instant messages on Yahoo.

I wish you all the best for the New Year when it arrives.

Kinky Blessings

Pashun
xxx

Seven

2009 November 9

One

Baby,

Last night was amazing.

I mean usually, you are so soft, gentle, romantic, you know vanilla, last night you just well switched on me I guess.

Slutty Love
xxx

Two

My Slut, you never saw it cumming, when I asked you to take a cab to the hotel wearing your coat, a skirt without your thong, I heard you stutter. I caught you by surprise.

We’ve been together for 7 years now, you know what they say about that 7 year itch, it is not happening to us, no way, no how, not ever, we are going to keep our relationship exciting.

From the moment I met you, I knew, you knew it too, we are so connected.

I love the way you look at me, the way you touch me. You are beautiful, intelligent, I am so in love with you.

Your Freak
xx

Three

Sugar, I love you too, I love the fact that we are can talk about anything and with you I feel free, free to be myself.

I remember meeting your gaze on that bus, you licking your lips, all I kept on thinking was that I wanted you to taste me. I feel that we are fortunate to have this love, 7 years of loving you, kissing you, waking up with you, gosh you know me so well.

That’s why last night, was so exciting it was like I was making love to you for the first time, you brought out the freak me, I can’t wait for you to get home from your business seminar. Call me greedy, I just want more of the same.

When you took my coat off, sucked my nipples and fingered my pussy and said “I’m going to fuck you tonight”, your voice was deep, sounded like a growl even.

Baby, my pussy was on fire and it was because of you, you and your sexy 6ft, solid, chocolate brown, erotic, beautiful, intelligent, kinky, freaky self.

You had that box with all those toys “Pick a toy any toy”, I swear the way you laughed was so wicked, you rubbed my clit again made me gush all over your fingers. I licked all that juice off, I was hungry.

That suction dildo felt so good inside of me, I fucked myself with your encouragement “Fuck that tight pussy, make that pussy nice and wet for me”.

I could not believe it when you inserted that butt plug in your arse, baby I almost passed out with shock, the way you sat on it, just taking all that thickness. I was creaming, your hands pumping your big cock, I was all yours.

“You like this, you kinky slut, you like watching me with this butt plug, come over here and suck me off, come suck this big black cock”.

“Yeah, I like watching you, you are so nasty right now, I want to swallow all of your come”.

“That’s it’s cum slut, shit, you better swallow this milk”

You pulled my hair, you were forceful, I had to look at you just to check that this man with his stiff cock in my mouth was really my husband.

My pussy is aching for you

xxx

Four

Girl, I love you, I just can’t get enough of you. I can still taste your pussy on my tongue, you taste so sweet. I love it when you sit on my face, I’m a fiend for that tight pussy of yours.

So you liked it when I pulled your hair? My hands holding your long tresses, gripping them tightly while you sucked my dick. You swallowed everything.

But you had a few tricks yourself, when you asked me to bend over and you spanked me, shit that was the best. I never knew you could be so bossy, it turned me on.

I felt that sharp sting, I had to hold my breath, then you got all raw saying “Bitch, take it like a man”, you lubed your fingers and arse fucked me. “You like getting fucked, you need some cock. Tell me how you like to get fucked, come on tell me how you want me to fuck you”.

The next thing I saw was you strapping up, the head of your cock in my anus was pure pleasure “This is what you have wanted for so long, that’s why you asked me to come over tonight, you wanted us to be bold and free”.

I said that I wanted us to lose our inhibitions, “Push that dick up inside of me, fuck me, squeeze my balls”.

Your thrusts were strong, “You like this, you like the way I’m fucking you, come for me”. I tried to keep my composure but I could not, your tits were pressed against my back, your nipples so firm and erect.

Only a few more hours, baby I’ll soon be home.

My cock is so hard

xxx

Five

Yes, I fucked you, fucked you so good that you screamed, your cock should be hard, that’s my cock, never forget it. Looks like we both got freaky, I love being kinky with you.

When we curled up on that bed watching porn, with my hands stroking your balls, that was magic. The sex in the film was hot, I saw how you were looking at that man getting sucked off by two women. That’s your fantasy baby, I know. So I whispered “Imagine, me sucking you off, with another woman licking your balls”.

Your come was all over the sheets, so I lapped it up, I heard you moan “Yes, you are so fucking nasty, bring your pussy over here”.

I sat on your face, rubbing my cunt on your mouth, your tongue flicking in and out, “Eat me, eat my cunt, baby I’m gonna come, I’m gonna come”.

You turn me on, I have to get my dildo, hurry up and come home.

xxx

Six

I ate your pussy, you squirted in my mouth. I flipped you over and fucked you with your legs up, pounding your pussy, making you scream, your nails pressing into me. You raised your hips and fucked me right back, “Fuck this pussy, this pussy is yours, come on fuck this pussy, give me that big black dick”.

So gone were you, that when our friends arrived you continued to pump my cock.

I saw you getting your pussy eaten, the sight of you with another woman, was so freaky. She licked your clit clean, while I fucked her from behind. Her husband had his cock in your mouth, you were sucking on it. “Suck him off, make him come, I want to see his come on your lips”.

When you told his wife to suck your strap on, she looked scared. “Quit playing, you’ve had bigger cocks than this”, she gobbled it up, her husband worked my cock like a pro, jerking me off “Nice, big black cock, I want you in my mouth next”.

You ordered him to give me a blowjob, “Suck him off, that’s right use your tongue, cock lover”.

1 hour left.

Seven

“Sugar is that you?”

“Yes, I’m home”

“Get your clothes off, come up here, thank you for the kinky emails, my pussy is so wet right now”

“I’m coming”

“Bring your best dick, I’m horny”.

Watching You

2009 November 8

Such a naughty boy you are, sitting all by yourself jerking your cock.

A photo of me on the table, wearing a black thong with a whip in my hands.

I stood there watching you, watching you pump your cock, calling out my name.

I saw the beads of sweat on your face, the intensity, that way you look when you are about to come.

Your fingers stroking your balls, your eyes fixed on my big round tits.

“Thinking of me” I said, as I walked up to you, parting my arse cheeks so that you can enter.

“Oh fuck babe, how long have you been here”, you ask. “Long enough, to make my pussy wet, long enough to know that I want you to fuck me right now”.

You push your thick hard black cock in, pulling my hair, pinching my nipples.

“Shit, I could not wait for you to get home”.

“I bet, wanking over a picture of me”.

“Can I watch you babe, please”.

As I fuck myself with a thick dildo, you whisper all the dirty words that I love to hear, cock, pussy, arse, slut. You watch as my orgasm builds, you watch as I squirt and fall back on to the bed.

You like watching me, as much as I love watching you.

Swallow

2009 November 4
by pashun

I washed your smooth black skin with a sponge caressing every inch of you, I breathed heavily as your fingers stroked my clit almost bringing me to orgasm but not quite.

You sucked my bottom lip, pulling it, sucking it, making me moan “Oh baby”, I wrap my fingers in your hair, playing with the curls, rubbing your scalp as I work in the foam from the shampoo. I feel your hot kisses on my neck, “Wait, let me wash your hair first”, I say. “I can’t, I want you now, I’ll always want you”.

So I give you a quick rinse, “Come with me”, you ask.

I wrap a big towel around us and stand close to you, I have to feel you.

You lift me up, tasting me “I am going to fall sugar, I can’t take it”. I am suspended in the air, your hands holding me and my pussy in line with your mouth. Your tongue, licking, probing, caressing, I scream out in pleasure.

We go to our favourite chair, I part your legs, your cock brushes my lips, you look at me almost pleading “Suck me, shit, suck me”. I stroke your balls, while asking “Shall I suck it, shall I suck it for you”. Before you can answer, your thick black cock fills my warm opening, that’s when I hear you “Just like that, suck it”.

You thrust back and forth, pushing your cock further, feeling my tongue and lips on you. I suck harder, squeezing your balls at the same time, waiting for your come, I love the way you taste.

Wait

2009 October 27

When I am rushing ahead of myself, you take my hands and place them in yours.

You smile at me, mouthing the words “Be still”.

Before I can answer, you have assembled the oils, the lotions and potions

With the intent

of

massaging away my aches and pains

So I sit with you and wait

I wait

for you to work

your magic

taking me to the zone

where stress cannot follow me

Your fingertips cast a spell

on my inner thighs

lower back

feet

and

breasts

I feel your tongue in my ears

Now that I am calm

centred even

May I return the favour

Shall I kiss the tip

of your nose

Brush my lips against your

erect nipples

Can we meet at point 69

partaking of mutual pleasure

Flesh

being

licked

sucked

and caressed

Now I know

Waiting brings

much

happiness

Pashun Nate 2009

Sunrise

2009 October 24

You woke me up at sunrise with soft gentle kisses on the nape of my neck, your arms holding me tightly. I felt your hardness caressing me and I moaned “Nice”.

“I’m in love with you”, I heard you say as you reached up to touch my hair. My heart was racing and I had to breath, I realised what you had said.

So I turned to face you, brought your lips to mine and kissed them before looking into your eyes and whispering “I love you”.

As always you rested your head between my breasts, your tongue licked my nipples.

“Come away with me”, you asked.

“Where?”

“Anywhere, I just want to have more time with you, that’s all”.

“Really?”

“Yes, please let me pamper you, treat you. I’ll rub your feet, massage your back”.

“I like the sound of this”.

“When?”

“As soon as”.

It was the most beautiful time that we spent together, no interruptions, just me and you sharing our love.

***
Funny how a song can bring back memories…

Submission

2009 October 22

His back was pressed against the wall, her lips lightly brushed his.

“I want you”

“I know”, she moaned as he played with the straps on her bra.

“I’ll always want you”.

They had a love ritual, she liked it when he stroked the nape of her neck and wrapped his fingers into her curly hair. Sometimes he rubbed her scalp with oils and waited for her to exhale.

She held his cock, carefully kissing him all over.

He fell to his knees and licked her until she screamed “Baby, please”.

But unlike before he reached for her toy box and pulled out the Night Stick, her eyes flitted from the box and to her lover.

He lubed the stick thoroughly and placed it firmly in her hands, “I’m all yours” he uttered.

The Night Stick felt heavy, his arse was so inviting, she walked over to him and ran her whip between his buttocks.

“Fuck me, please”.

His cock was stiff and she watched his slow jerking movements, his seed spilling on the floor.

He gasped as she entered him, twisting the stick until he had taken several inches.

She pulled him back on to the phallic like tool, heard his grunts as she increased the pace.

“I love you, I really love you”.

Muscleman walked into the room, almost leering. Of late he had become jealous of Mistress Black and her many playmates, he recalled being her first sub. Seeing him, this new pussy licker on all fours getting fucked by her was unbearable.

Mistress had broken her own rules with this new mate of hers and accepted him as a committed partner, this angered Muscleman. He often wondered why he was not given this opportunity.

“Come join us”, she teased.

He pushed his cock into the sub’s mouth, he was a good cocksucker a bit of a big black cock fiend.

Mistress ordered him to swallow the come.

She went out for the evening and gave them strict orders to maintain the house while she was gone.

At first they thought it was Mistress returning for something that she had forgotten, but it was not. Before them was MizStraplee, she pointed to her boots and they rushed to kiss them.

“Mistress has asked me to keep you company while she is out, she knows without instruction, that you might get silly thoughts of your own”.

The sub stroked her thighs, he was in awe of her soft skin, he moved closer so that he could smell the scent of her cunt, she pushed his nose away.

“Amuse me, both of you”

They paused for a moment, not knowing where to begin, she gave them a flick of her whip for encouragement.

Sub wrestled Muscleman to the floor lubed his fingers and fucked his anus.

“You fucker, just because Mistress is not here”.

The sensation was intense. Muscleman was loathe to admit that the silly cock slut was playing with his arse, just the way he liked.

MizStraplee moaned “Control him Sub, make him obey”.

“Fuck me that’s what you want, here’s your chance”

His cock was forceful, he thrust himself into Muscleman, ramming him continually.

MizStraplee had her vibrator on full blast and buzzed Sub on his balls.

“Oh quite a scene, we have here, you kept them very busy Straplee”.

She then sent the men to complete their chores.

“Mistress, they are more than willing to please you”

“Yes, I know”

“Perhaps, some training is required”

“Such as?”

MizStraplee pulled the large thick rubber cocks out of her bag.

“You are so wicked”

Mistress inspected their work and faked annoyance, just so she could punish them with the large cocks.

“Wider that’s it, next time I want the house clean”, she pushed the largest dildo into Muscleman’s arse, he gasped “Bitch”.

MizStraplee pinched his nipples and clamped them “So you have courage, correction it is you that is the bitch, you are our bitch”.

His cock was erect, she pulled his hands away so that he could not play with it. She teased him by stroking it with a silk scarf, watching him writhe with pleasure.

As a final act MizStraplee pushed a cock into Sub’s mouth and watched him suck it.

“Straplee you must be hungry, follow me”

Mistress locked the entrance to her room, so that they were alone. She pushed her pussy in front of MizStraplee.

“Such a tasty sweet cunt Mistress”, she tugged on her clit and sucked her flesh.

Mistress Black moaned “Yes, that’s it eat me”.

MizStraplee tied Mistress to a chair and bent over so that her arse was licked by her probing tongue.

“Lick my arse slut, lick it. Come on bitch give it to me”

Her fingers entered her tight pussy, rubbing Straplee’s clit feeling her sticky juice.

“Fuck me”

The thick head of MizStraplee’s strap on eased it’s way into her snatch.

“Cock loving slut, back your arse up”

“Straplee, fuck me, just fuck me, shit it feels so big”

“You are so horny, rub your pussy, make yourself come”

“Oh bossy bitch, fuck, fuck, lick my fingers clean”.

The two buxom mistresses retired for the night sucking each other’s nipples before finally turning the lights off.

Cum Bad Bwoy

2009 October 14

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She pushed him on his back releasing his thick black cock from his jeans, he grabbed her thighs and parted them.

“Nice tight pussy” he moaned.

“Are you going to fuck me bad bwoy?” she asked while he pushed himself inside of her.

“Beg” he laughed.

Without warning she slammed her pussy onto his cock and took all of his length, he lifted her up and rammed his cock in again.

“Harder than that, I can’t feel anything” she taunted.

She knew how he would react, he spun her on her side and fucked her until she screamed “Cum bad bwoy, I want you to fucking cum bad bwoy”.

“You can feel mi cock now, see how yuh pussy grip mi”

“Give me that big black Jamaican cock, give it to me”

“Come suck me off baby”

“Make me suck it, put it on my lips”

He placed his large black cock in her mouth and she licked off her pussy juice, opening up so that he could really fuck her.

“That’s it suck it baby, suck mi cock”.

She paused and licked his balls, pumping him quickly and waiting for his come to cover her tits.

He positioned her so that her legs were up and sunk his cock in again, “Wait, you not begging tonight?”.

“No, I can take it, push it up in me”

The size of his cock fascinated her even though she had been on the receiving end many times, he wanted her to beg him to stop but she could not because it felt so good.

He fucked her so hard that she gripped the headboard and moaned “Fuck my pussy, yes fuck it bad bwoy, ram my pussy bad bwoy”.

“Squeeze mi cock, oh fuck, oh fuck, squeeze it again”

“Push it up in me baby, push your cock up in me”

“You love it, say you love it, say you love it when I fuck you”

“Yes, I love it, I love it when you fuck me hard, I love it when you fuck my pussy like this”

“Beg”

“Never”

He pushed her legs further apart, she scratched his back as he pounded her while rubbing her clit and squeezing her breasts.

“Mek mi fuck this tight pussy, is Cocksman yuh a fuck tonight”.

She raised her hips, as he screwed her she grinded him right back, clenching his cock with her pussy.

“Jook the pussy Cocksman, ram it out, yuh hear me?”.

He turned her upside down, told her to hold on to the bed, his cock head rubbed against her clit, she asked him to stop teasing her.

“You want it gyal, beg”

Sweat covered her face, her pussy was slick with her juices, she wanted him to come inside of her, but still she refused to beg like he wanted.

That was until he whispered “Nice sweet pussy, when I finish fuck it, I want you to sit on my face”.

So she begged him, begged him to come in her, she felt his hot come fill her pussy.

He placed her gently on the bed, she reached for the rope and tied his hands so he could not move, he watched as she washed her pussy.

She then sat on his face, “Come eat the pussy bad bwoy, lick it up”, his tongue was in her, she sucked his cock tasting his salty cum on her lips.

More Satisfaction

2009 October 13

You ask me If I want to enter the Open room, the butch winks and says that we will have fun in there.I pause for a moment and you finger my pussy gently and pull me closer for a kiss.

On to the stage walk three men, they take turns in lubing each other up, I whisper “What’s this all about?”.

The butch caresses my thigh and says “Oh you will like this, maybe you can join in”

I look up and that’s when I notice them, a group of women wearing large strap ons.

“Open your legs bitch”, says one of the women, she is tall and has long hair, her breasts spill out of her bustier.

Another woman walks up to the men and runs her whip against their nipples.

The compere for the night makes an announcement:

Kinky people, welcome to the Open room, those of you that are new here, please note the only rule we have is that everyone has to enjoy themselves.

Look, watch, observe and learn, participate.

You rub my clit and say “I think you can join them now”.

I walk slowly to the stage and watch first, there are five women to each man, they are taking turns and fucking the men with their strap ons, making them beg to be fucked.

Just as I am about to go back to my seat, I sense that you are watching me, willing me to fuck one of the men.

I strap up and lube my cock and make my way to a hairy man who is being fisted, as I wait to enter him. The butch says “Fuck him, he can take it, no mercy, he is a real anal slut”.

She lubes her rather large cock also and mouths “We can both fuck him” I look at her and say “But he’s a man, I thought you only fucked women”.

I noticed that you were smiling and you said “Anything goes remember”.

So we took turns in fucking him, entering his tight hole with our thick cocks he screamed:

Harder, I can take it harder. Give me all of that cock

You walk over and say:

Tell us what you really want

He says that he wants a session just with me.

The butch takes you away, I can see that you are no longer in control that although you brought me here to Satisfaction, that somehow I have lived out my fantasies and much more.

I ease my cock into his arse and I squeeze his balls.

“You like my cock in you bitch, you like getting arse fucked?”

He is silent, he says nothing.

“Answer me, or I’ll stop”

So I fuck him, twisting and thrusting the cock into him, until he collapses.

I notice two men in a corner screwing each other bareback, I ask if I can join them, I lower my pussy and I feel a tongue licking my clit, I am watching a thick black cock enter a tight anus.

My nipples are being pinched and I reach back to pump their stiff cocks, their come coats my hands and you return looking at me like I have changed.

I position you so that you are spread eagled onto the Fucking bench. I push past your tightness and I hear you scream, the butch places her cock into your mouth. She calls you a slut, I watch as you grip my cock with your pussy and caress your back.

Your cries fill the room, they are watching you getting fucked. I hear whispers amongst them, they are watching you give in to me.

As we walk back to the car, I push you against the wall so that I can place my fingers in your moist cunt.

“So who is in charge now bitch?” I ask.

You moan ” You are baby, fuck me please”.

“Get back in the car, take me home”

You are silent for the entire journey, not knowing what to say to me, after all you are a butch.

“What happened back there? I let you fuck me, I’m supposed to be fucking you”.

I rip your jeans off, remove the strap on that you were packing.

You watch me lube up and part your thighs, I enter you forcefully and you cry out “Fuck me”.

“Look at you giving in, fucking butch allowing yourself to get fucked by a femme”.

The juice from your pussy coats my dick and I put it in your mouth, “Go on taste it slut”.

My fingers rub your clit and you squirt out your orgasm.

“I thought you were submissive, I thought you were a femme”

“Always look at the whole profile, sweetheart my tagline says “Switch”.

You and I

2009 October 12
by pashun

I woke up this morning with you
by my side
beautiful and glowing

black skin glistening

just like the sunshine

love from you entering me

so gently

we are talking

communicating

about

what

we

have

I’m so glad

that

you

are

my soldier

protecting

me

from harm

Synchronised lips, hips
sighs and thighs

the matrimony

of you and I